I can't focus today. Why? I'm constantly worrying about my teeth and I can’t do anything right now! My teeth have shifted radically. Serves me right. Always take things for granted. Somebody slap me hard on my face.

I lost my retainer and I'm worried sick to meet the dentist. I've been worried sick ever since. I've lost it like ages ago. I should have called my dentist but I didn't because I thought that the retainer is not that important. Now after like 2 years without them, my teeth are shifting! Damn!

I should have call and fix an appointment. Rite? I did, but it was unreachable. So I thought "Ok, the line is busy, I will get back later" which turns out to be weeks after weeks and months after months and year after year! Due to the fact I was busy at work and managing my poly life.

I never bother to call until recently my teeth are like getting so worst! I feel like weeping now. I am really scared to visit the dentist. So to ease my ancientness, I went googling like I always do. I found out that I'm not the only one. LOL! I typed in "Lost my retainer" and to my surprise, there is even a book written about it called "I lost my retainer".

Well, I have to go to the dentist soon soon soon. I'm afraid that no one will attend to me at all because I got my braces done during Secondary School times and it was partly subsidy by the government and I doubt they will let me have the replacement again. Even worst, she possibly will say I might have to wear braces again. *Weeping*

We had ah qi's advance birthday celebration yesterday. Only the 3 of us. One is busy, another flies around and the last one mia. Getting the 6 of us to gather is totally impossible. As one grow older, true friends around are getting lesser. Alright back to celebration topic, we went to kbox at marina square. As usual, I’m always the one listening. Is not that I dun want to sing, just that I cant sing well and I cant read well either. But well.. in the end we did enjoyed ourself! ;)

I have been so emo lately, feeling so lost sometimes. Have you ever experience before, the first thing in the morning when you get up from the bed, you will feel a sense of lost, confuse and dun feel-like-doing-anything feeling?? It happens to me so often recently till I’m sick of myself. Zzz..

Alright. Enough! Shall end here..

Sushi for lunch! Oh my, I’m eating so much sashimi lately and bf said when a person consume too much, the brain will grow worms! And he even sent me the email too. So damn gross! but well, is up to you to believe in it. So I choose not to for the time being. Hee~ alright~ I got to work tmr.. that's sux… so sux..